I Can’t Handle It.
I can’t handle the fact that one little argument can turn to us arguing like we’ve never done before. I’ve been so used to saying sorry for everything before that now, it’s hard for me to. I’ve grown to realize that everything isn’t always my fault and I can’t say sorry for something that isn’t mine. And the fact that I got blamed for something that I can’t control, just…idk. I mean, I know it feels like I lead you on with this event, but I honestly tried my best. There’s just no other way for me to get you a ride. I tried, I bribed my sister, I begged, there’s just no way. I just hope that somewhere in your heart, you’ll understand. Right now I just can’t take everything going on. My grades are dropping, I’m trying my best to keep up with everything, and now this. I just hope that you’ll be able to see past all this. I know the way I acted was uncalled for and unnecessary, but I can’t handle things correctly right now. You may have a lot on your plate, but so do I and I hope you understand. I’ll see you next time.
Guy raps ‘Look At Me Now’ in different ‘Family Guy’ voices
“Paperman” – Christophe Beck, from the Disney short “Paperman.”
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It’s time to change. I have to be more mature about things. The things I say, the things I do. I feel as if whenever I say something inappropriate or immature, I get a sense of disgust or disinterest. I’m just like that. I may have took things the wrong way, but remembering from our talk, it’s just not the time. No matter how much I’m used to it, would like it, and would want to converse about it, I just need to slow down, change, and be the guy you want me to be. I’m sorry for being like this, but I just need to change.
Girls love it when guys ask them what’s wrong and comforts them, vice versa. Guys feel the exact same way.
I’ve been confused lately. Everything has been irritating me, my relationship is being hurt, I’m lost. I don’t know how to feel. I don’t know what to say. And it hurts the most when someone you care so much about tells you that you’ve changed. I’ve been told that before, numerous times, and I wished it didn’t have to happen with you. Maybe I just need time to myself. I just want to put this in God’s hands.
I just hope that me growing up doesn’t change anything. Goodnight.